Wednesday, October 01, 2008

And In The End

There is the beginning.

This here is the curtain call for Yet another Online Profile.

You saw it coming. You've been watching those pretty burgundy drapes fall for months now and so it will be that you won't be grieving for this place for very long, will you?

That's good to hear, because this pot of ashes gives way to this kindling fire:

air.castle.invention

Update your feeds and your bookmarks if you want to continue read what I write on the intertube. Give me some time and I won't just be blogging over at aic, just for your information.

It's been good here. It's been really bad here. I'm glad to have started this and I am very happy to move on to something new. Ciao bellas.

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Monday, September 15, 2008

I'm Just a Meme, Living in Captivity

Andy tagged me, as did Ki, previously.

The Rules:
• Link the person who tagged you.
• Mention the rules on your blog.
• Tell about 6 unspectacular quirks of yours.
• Tag a fellow blogger by linking.

Quirk 1 - I love to write, draw, sing, play most musical instruments, act, and sink into a very quiet introversion.

Quirk 2 - I enjoy stillness when it suits me, and I don't stop moving when I'm idly watching a movie or having conversation.

Quirk 3 - My sexuality is not a main identifier of my personality and is not easily labeled (such as, heterosexual, homosexual, bisexual and so on and so on)

Quirk 4 - I'm a nerd and I LOVE athletics.

Quirk 5 - When entering a new group, I stay introverted for (some interminable amound of time) a while before feeling comfortable revealing myself and loosening up. Not sure how quirky that really is, actually.

Quirk 6 - I hear music. All the time.

I tag - Margot

Friday, September 12, 2008

They Say I'm Just A Clown

Just because I love it here, doesn't mean I would stay here forever. I could leave as easily as I came. Marie and I sometimes hang a question in the air, like "what do you think of North Carolina?" or "Do you think Portland ould be a nice place?" We'll stand in front of the dangling sentence and fold our arms or one of us will thoughtfully pinch their chin and we'll contemplate the intent of the question's creator.

We really don't know what's next for us. That's familiar territory for me and since our stability in New York is an unknown, I've really got to milk everyday for what it's worth while we're still here. Unless, of course, we stay. There really isn't much of a downside to doing my thang like we're going to be leaving, even if we decide to stay. Whatever the case, we're going to make it the best we can.

I wonder how much longer my job is going to continue to need me. We're getting a new database at the beginning of next year, which is when my latest contract is up. They'll need some serious help moving everything into the new system, so, it's likely they'll still need me for that. When the new DB is up and running though, how much of my position is really going to be required? The program will take care of most of what I do, which is really great. There's a lot of human energy spent on managing information because our more modern office programs don't play well with our DB, because it was built before the new programs. Maybe the web development side of my job will start to grow as the DB maintenance position begins to wither and shrink.

On Monday, I will be starting another class at the SVA. I know I promised to put up the stuff I was doing in my summer classes. I will. My excuse would be that the office has been really busy and I still don't have the scanner drivers for my linux box which is where the printer is hooked-up. This new class is based more of the language of comics storytelling, panel usage and utilizing the tools of communicating for the effect of the story. This probably means I'll actually be READING some comics for a change and that'll be nice. There will still be a lot of drawing. A lot of drawing. Maybe since it's just this one class, instead of two, I'll get more of my work done.

Marshalled the NYC Century on Sunday. I was supposed to cover about one-hundred miles and wound up modifying my route after finding my rear axle was bent where the quick-release met the frame, forcing my chain off the drive train every time a butterfly flapped its wings in china. And they flap their wings often. The handy dandy guys at the free bike repair tent in Prospect Park (set-up specifically for this ride), were kind enough to let me know there was nothing they could do and that axles were the one and only part they forgot at their shop that day. No worries. I met up with my rocktastic riding buddy, and let her down gently. No one-hundred today. We moseyed over to the TA info table and filled in for Mattio when he had to bail. After giving out two boxes of water-bottles and getting dirty looks from every person who couldn't print out their own damn cue sheets at home expecting us to have OVER SEVEN THOUSAND stapled cue sheet packets (four sheets per packet, who do they think we are?), I was offered a bicycle by one really great guy from the office. Riding Buddy and I took off to his place -- kicking my chain three times on the way, finally coasting to his building's door -- and swapped the bikes with his girlfriend.

The ride was really great: 60 miles. We rode the 35 mile route and the tail end of the one-hundred route in the Bronx. I'll have to write it out a little later. Sorry to get your hopes up, I've got work to be doing. This past week was hard, personally. I was a failboat. Now, I'm resurfacing, and trying to get my bearings and coarse headings set so I can get going again. Time to say goodbye to a fellow fringe friend. Salut.

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Thursday, September 11, 2008

Where Dylan Lived

I love New York City. There isn't a t-shirt I could wear, or a sticker I could stick which would fully describe the relationship I enjoy with the capital of the world. Not even the iconic [heart] is symbolic enough to represent the experience of sleeping in The Bronx and working in the neighborhood of Chelsea, near what used to be called "Hell's Kitchen", on the island of Manhattan. I bike under the elevated tracks on Westchester Avenue as the trains thunder above, clicking and clacking express into the city and making all stops to Baychester.

When I'm on my bike and navigating the concrete runs of New York City, every moving vehicle becomes predatory. The cabs, cops, and bmws are all sharks silently moving in and out of the lanes and through the intersections. They don't seem hungry now, but they could lash out and snap or bite at any moment. I sharpen my eyes and stay on my toes, devouring the tiny organisms living on the belly of these beasts. I ride close so they know I exist. I ride fast so they know I exist. I stay on my toes.

Riding my bicycle doesn't have to take place in the oceanic depths. I could ride on less crowded roads where the trail is protected by long strips of green and grey and the pedestrians run and walk and the other cyclists ring their bells in gratitude. The thing is: I enjoy Sixth Avenue in between twenty-sixth street and fifty-ninth. It's cliff diving, BASE jumping, sky-diving. It's my brothers' tyranny of the local police department just for the thrill of the chase. I do love the chase and this city offers me all sorts of different ways to chase and be chased.

I love the people, here. There are so many! Every one of them has a story and probably wants for you to listen to what they have to say. I don't know how many times I've sat down with a complete stranger and talked for an hour or so about ideas, people, life, love, family, and everything else that falls into the cracks so that the regulars in your world don't ever get a chance to know. Like the woman I met who defied her family's wish for her to marry a man whom didn't want to marry her either, then moved to New York City from India and was only in the city for two weeks before I crossed her path. She cried with me at a table in Starbucks on 42nd St.

Most of the people I already know and love are very far away and I think this colors everything that happens here with a certain shade of loneliness. I'd tell you which shade, however, I'm colorblind. Seriously.

There is so much to say about what I love that is New York City, even those things which are terrible (e.g. Educational Infrastructure, Political Corruption, Gentrification of Cultural Communities, et cetera) are still part of my love for this town. Such stories! So many lifelines entangled and untangled and broken and tied! I really do feel like I am apart of it, here in old New York. And yet, it does seem too big to touch. A lifeline unto itself.

(last year's 9/11 post: I Said I'm All Alone)

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Monday, September 08, 2008

Blow-up the Outside World

Dicovery Channel's Simulation of a Large Scale Asteroid Impact with Earth

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Monday, August 04, 2008

Oil!

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Saturday, July 26, 2008

Nothing Much Really. I'm Sure To Inspire Readership With This Title, Which Is Also The Longest I've Ever Used.

Marie and I have made it down to DC (speaking of DC) with ourselves intact. Her sister looks to have adapted to her new life here on the east coast and we had a great time eating sandwiches at Potbelly's (I also had an ice cream cone), lazying about in MSister's (still trying to think of a better psuedonym) apartment before venturing out for falafel at Falafel and Fries. SO. Good.

Talked with Bullfrog--who's attending the San Diego ComiCon--and we're scheming some upcoming projects to build up our portfolios for other future projects even further down the line (hopefully with some very large companies that produce comics and characters and stories that are loved by one, the other, or both of us). I'm going to be taking a project oriented intermiedate-ish comics class this fall and bullfrog believes he'll have something ready for us at that time. THEN we'll high tail it to SDComiCon (next year, of course). I think he should come out for the New York ComiCon next year, though that might break his poor starving artist bank account. We'll see.

It's late here, we just watched Thank You For Smoking. Highly entertaining.

We're going to get to X-Files the movie this weekend (HOLY CRAP!) and maybe we'll get to see a few cousins while we're here. For now, goodnight and goodluck.

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